05.14.2008 : halo : inferno

dj's siberia & faux cover bringing you awesome music.

Doors at 9PM, 21+ ID required.
NO COVER CHARGE all night.
$1.50 SELECT PINTS and $1.50 RAIL MIXERS until 10PM.


05.18.2008 : sabbat de torture : inferno

This month is Wheel of Torture. I'm sure I'll get a lot of questions and confusion. We're setting up a game show. We'll have volunteer contestants from the studio audience which will be picked at random to play. The Amazing Myke Mueller will be our game show host. The contestant will spin the wheel and whatever it lands on is what they will have to endure from the karcus. If they win, they get a prize. If not, they'll be shamed and humilated to the point of repulsion from the audience.

dj siberia providing beats to get your fetish on to

Doors at 8PM, 21+ ID required.
$1.50 SELECT PINTS and $1.50 RAIL MIXERS until 10PM.


06.20.2008 & 06.21.2008 : Madtown Spank Fest

Seriously.You.Want.To.Go.
Madtown Spank Fest

some details (check the site for more specifics):
Early Bird: Single - $65 by May 1st
Early Bird:Couple- $110 by May 1st

After May 1st

$75 - single
$125 - couple

Play Party Only !!!!
$40 - 2 day pass only

Registration Deadline is June 13th 2008

So please come and enjoy a weekend of pleasure, pain, and all the
food you can eat!

(hopefully there will be no chocolate pudding!)

i'm procrastinating on coloring my hair...

soo....i just picked up my order from loreto's etsy shop

i ordered 2 custom blend perfume's with the profile. 1 for me, 1 for me mum.

i'm not sure what my mom's smells like yet, it came wrapped in pink paper and with a ribbon and boxed, so i have to wait until tomorrow to sniff. it looks really interesting and i want to sniff it NOW! 

my mom's scent in an alcohol based in a glass atomizer:
top notes: lilac, magnolia, orchid, honeydew melon, plum, elemi
middle notes: rose & jasmine
base notes: moroccan amber, civet (v), sandal wood


my scent is very very interesting. i'm not sure i love it, but i don't exactly hate it either. one thing i've learned is that i have to let it sit and marinate like a lot of bpal scents i'm not certain on. i did notice i had to really get it mixed up as it's serparated...so if its not mixed well prior to application, i get lots of anise and nothing else. i'll do another review in a month or two and see how it's turned out.

the profile analysis i filled out is really spot on - kinda weird! it did point out i should wear heavier scents on colder days since i do have a problem with longevity and not to rub the perfume into the skin since it damages the molecular structure (i do have a tendancy to mash my wrists together). the only thing that i'm kinda not certain is right is that i have some fashion sense.

reading about why she chose the oils she did, it's pretty cool. a lot were based on my sun sign (supposed to provide peace, protection, and love), a few were based on my favorite scents, and a few were based on the different parts of the questionnaire.

my scent has MANY ingredients - i'm assuming it's because i can't ever decide on anything...and i like lots of stuff.
top notes: anise, lavendar, jungle gardenia, bayberry, basil, bay, carnation
middle: dragon's blood, rose, vanilla, rosewood, cedar atlas
base: sandalwood, moroccan amber, red musk (egyptian), patchouli

in the vial: i get hit with anise and lavendar
wet: anise, lavendar, a little floral is peeking out
dry: not much difference - can't really smell any of the base notes or the middle notes, i'm getting all tops

i keep sniffing my wrist. it's really not bad, but the anise needs time to calm down. this might take a couple months, but i'm willing to wait. i finally decided after testing my imp of kabuki that i really like it - the anise & cherry have calmed down quite a bit and the scent is just beautiful. i have a feeling my scent needs time to settle down.

the entire package was paid for on 4-29 and i submitted the profiles to her on 4-30 and everything was made on 4-30 and i just picked it up today! super fast TAT!!!  i didn't get the diamond shaped roll-on bottle, instead i got a 1/2 oz amber vial (which looks neat because it's taller than the bpal bottles and looks scientisty and stuff).

everything is kept on file so if you never need to refill, it's pretty easy!

and, it came with a nice hand written note and little cards with the notes listed on them  :)

i'm honestly wanting to try doing another profile and see what happens with that one.

k, i need to go color my hair and i might fill out the summer switch witch form

 thank you quewhy

i now haz Nick Cave tickets!!!!

nick cave nick cave nick cave!!!

WHHEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!


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i'll probably leave this up as may's download.

in case you were too scared to download because you didn't know what was in the mix...here you are! a list!

dj siberia's mystery mix (aka strangemodegirl's driving mix)  right click & save as

here's the track list

01. love & rockets : so alive (s-man's deep space remix)
02. depeche mode : a pain that i'm used to (jacques lu cont remix)
03. schiller mit heppner : i feel you (humate mix)
04. delerium : silence (above & beyonds 21st century mix)
05. amy winehouse : back to black (steve mac vocal mix)
06. echo & the bunnymen : lips like sugar (way out west remix edit)

 note to self: do not apply bpal with fingers and then touch food and then proceed to lick salsa off fingers without washing hands first.

uggg....everything tastes like namaste. there's lemongrass oh and nag champa taste in my mouth....uggg....i even chewed gum and that tasted like sweet minty namaste. i even think i made part of my tongue a little numb.

um, strangemodegirl i should be getting your package out to you tomorrow morning. i made you something and had to listen to it to make sure it didn't sound like a train wreck...i hope you like it cuz i made it specifically for you. ;)

last night was fun, though tokillya makes me not sleep at all...i'm dead tired today and sucking coffee down like water. *sigh*

i think i'm going to try brushing my teeth and tongue. maybe that will help get namaste out...i do smell good though and i think this is going to be a nice summer scent.

*sigh* soooo sleepy.
 

thank you for coming out and for those of you who were dancing at the end of the night...and to not_eurotic and luffly sigrid of no lj for popping by for their first sabbat! i hope you thought it was a little fun :)

next month promises to be very interesting...wheel of torture!!!

per karcus:
"Next month we will be doing the Wheel of Torture!!! We'll have a wheel... kinda like that game show that I don't know if I can write about for royalty purposes. But, instead of money... it will have whatever punishment will be dished out by the karcus. To those that don't already know... I don't play fair, I play to win. There will be prizes for contestants that survive."

on to the setlist!

(+) inquiry/compliment

azam ali : endless reverie (jef scott mix)
kirlian camera : k-pax
qntal : 292 (a darker shape mix)
collide : wings of steel (core mix)
switchblade symphony : clown (leatherstrip mix)
malign : skin & lye
skinny puppy : natures revenge
ministry : the land of rape & honey
f242 : headhunter v3.0
kmfdm : liebeslied
(+) apoptygma berzerk : love never dies pt 1
clan of xymox : be my friend
tristesse de la lune : queen of the damned
cervello elletronico : what you want
delerium : angelikus (andy moor rmx)
schiller mit heppner : i feel you (humate mix)
covenant : figurehead
schnarph! : reden und atmen (lang)
sam : black rubber dance
proburn : significantly altered
converter : d.ik.d
c/a/t : pairasight (instrumental)
pzycho bitch : big lover
asche : dist dj pt v
synapscape : i know you know
suicide commando : bind torture kill
combichrist : this shit will frack you up
rotersand : exterminate
hocico : drowning
pierrepoint : rowbowz (motion restart mix)
tactical sekt : damage limitation
dioxyde : invasive thereapy (agonoize mix)
soman : tears
tristesse de la lune : ninive (sero overdose mix)
absurd minds : dependence
covenant : one world one sky
(+) rotersand : almost violent
siderartica : arkhangel'sk (memorandum mix)
parallel project : consequence
sina : headstrong
soman : antique
combichrist : like to thank my buddies
(+) noisuf-x : hit me hard
x-rx : feel the fucking bass
fabrikc : parasit
xotox : eisenkiller
manufactura : control.doination.response
c-tec : foetal
das ich : kindgott
project pitchfork : entity
(+) wumpscut : thorns (distant vocals)
skinny puppy : worlock
numb : blood
c-tec : stateless
juno reactor : god is god
(+) helium vola : omnis mundi creatura
siouxsie : the passenger (12" mix)
qntal : sumer

you should be amazed jealous...

i now have Señor Coconut on my ipod.  oh yes. i'm going to go salsa to "beat it!" now.
(if i knew how to salsa)





and!!!!

SQUEEEEE!!!!!

thank you!!!! strangemodegirl for a most awesome!!!! pakitch!!!!!!  SQUEEEEEE!!!!!!!!
hugs hugs hugs...
xoxoxoxoxo

SQUEEE!!!!

(*) request
(+) inquiry/compliment

siberia set 1
dead can dance : cantara
the creatures : pinned down
(+) qntal : sumer
(*) marsheaux : dream of a disco

ryan parks set 1
massiv en mensch : vokuhila
a23 : binary
kmfdm : rules
london after midnight : kiss
transient : closer
trafik : you me
dj spooky (chuck d) : b-side wins again

siberia set 2
mlada fronta : xb_33
(+) monolith : talisman
gary numan : torn
unhieilig : dein clown
diary of dreams : the plague
project subversion : faith

ryan parks set 2
(+) covenant : winds of the north
vnv nation : solitary (signals edit)
lights of euphoria : true life
(+) icon of coil : pursuit
(*) soman : mask
(*) cruxshadows : edge of the world
depeche mode : i feel love (danny tenaglia mix)

siberia set 3
(+) wumpage : we believe we believe
(+) absurd minds : dependence
(+) covenant : one world one sky
(+) rotersand : almost violent
cervello eletronico : what you want
(*) tristesse de la lune : queen of the damned
(+) siderartica : arkhangel'sk (memorandum mix)

ryan parks set 3
andy caldwell : warrior (chuck love mix)
brian schuh : love is sonsistently absurd
(+) latour : People are still having sex (missionary mix)
skinny puppy : pro--test
project pitchfork : fleischverstaker

siberia set 4
hocico : drowning
suicide commando : one nation under god (anti us mix)
(+) pierrepoint : rowboz (motion restart mix)
feindflug : truppenschau
heimataerde : die offenbarung
combichrist : thank my buddies
vac : malfunction (destruction)
decoded feedback : endless light
bigod 20 : the bog (shot mix)
f242 : im rhythmus bleiben

ryan parks set 4
nitzer ebb : godhead
revco : get down
cyber-tec project : let your body die (catatonic dance mix)
leatherstrip : manic agression
funky vomit : navigator
boole : timeline
divider : deathkey

(*) request

eyg set 1
heliosphere : hands on nation # 2
espermachine : hall of dreams
parallel project : failure
conetik : heart
goldfrapp : ride a white horse
client : get your man back

siberia set 1
spectra paris : size zero
marsheaux : love under pressure
gary numan : torn
eisbrecher : vergissmeinnicht (vergissmeinnicht mix)
diary of dreams : butterfly dance (upgrade 02)
the creatures : 2nd floor
faith & the muse : elyria (toby dammit mix)

eyg set 2
stray : intoxicate
the dark clan : in the dark
a23 : decades
mind in a box : identity
nin : the perfect drug
azoic : forward (dirge)
cylab : dented halo (skinjob remix)
mesh : open up the ground
and one : military fashion show
necessary response : forever

siberia set 2
wumpscut : we believe we believe
absurd minds : dependence
covenant : one world one sky
rotersand : almost violent
(*) suicide commando : hellraiser (vnv mix)
heimataerde : die offenbarung
combichrist : thank my buddies
(*) fla : plasticity
das ich : destillat (vnv mix)

eyg set 3
faderhead : dirty something
sebastian konar : das oontz
grendel : dirty
adr : vag-zoz
soman : mask
retrosic : revolution
caustic : somebody's watching me
suicide commando : bind torture kill
c/a/t : music to piss you off
fpop : brainpower
covenant :
(*) informatik : the world belongs to us

siberia set 3
(*) clan of xymox : evelyn
sisters of mercy : nine while nine
concrete blonde : bloodletting
(*) dead can dance : lovegrove
(*) collide : lunatics have taken over
(*) peter murphy : cuts you up
siouxsie : the killing jar
(*) diary of dreams : the curse (freak edit)
hogeico : forgotten tears

eyg set 4
def-con : machine code
reaper : urnensand
machtmar : boom boom boom
xmtp : facer
pti : ivorytoner (interface mix)
ayria : the gun song (rmx)

siberia set 4
rotersand : procrastinate refridgerate chips ahoy
combichrist : this shit won't frack you up
suicide commando : raise your god
feindflug : lagerhaft
kmfdm : meglomaniac
tkk : the days of pigs & flowers
pierrepoint : paradox effect
monolith : techno buddha

April 2008
right click & save the mp3 to your desktop :)
01.  dracul : deathwish
02. mono chrome : sold
03. siderartica : arkhangel'sk (memorandum mix)
04. parallel project : consequence
05. pzycho bitch : big lover

taken from the last sabbat de sade - and it's all girl vocalists this time!
i needed something groovy for the drive to work. though i apologize for the distortion on the mono chrome track.

enjoy

collide : the lunatics have taken over the asylum
cylab : dented haloes
spectra paris : size zero
android lust : hole solution
project pitchfork : we are one
cleen : believe
decoded feedback : endless light
informatik : watching you watching me
terminal choice : totes fleish (blutengel mix)
vac : lets kill all these motherfuckers
asche : kiss the whip
unheilig/project pitchfork : ich will leben (club mix)
tactical sekt : chosen one
wumpscut : we believe we believe
absurd minds : dependence
covenant : one world one sky
rotersand : dare to live
x-fusion : rotten to the core
the retrosic : total war
heimataerde : gib mir
feindflug : totungsmaschine mensch (tactical sekt mix)
ms gentur : nataraja
converter : d.1k.d
c/a/t : pairasight (instrumental)
dulce liquido : reaxxion
caustic : concussive
iszoloscope : -28c and falling
converter/asche/morgenstern : monster
exclipsekt : armour plume
cervello elettronico : what you want
tristesse de la lune : queen of the damned
dracul : deathwish
mono chrome : sold
siderartica : arkhangel'sk (memorandum mix)
parallel project : consequence
pzycho bitch : big lover
soman : antique
combichrist : like to thank my buddies
noisuf-x : hit me hard
xr-x : feel the fucking bass
fabrikC : parasit
xotox : eisenkiller
muted logic : abandon
sina : headstrong
manufactura : control.domination.response
winterkalte : sustainability
dulce liquido : castillo de impurezas
5f_55 : lisa
rotersand : lifelight (redestructed)
a23 : document (rmx)
plastic : visions
amduscia : absolution
suicide commando : bind torture kill (rmx)
covenant : figurehead
shnarph! : reden und atmen (lang)
sam : black rubber dance
proburn : significantly altered
pal : metrum v1.2
mono no aware : tepalock
aural blasphemy : schiz
hocico : drowning
suicide commando : raise your god
agonoize : running (club edit)
pierrepoint : rowboz (motion restart mix)
tactical sekt : damage limitation
seelenkrank : painful innocence
helium vola : omnis mundi creatura

(*) request
(+) inquiry

siberia set 1
dead can dance : nierika
love is colder than death : hummingbird
qntal : rot
cranes : reverie
fictional : blue lights
(+) cylab : embryo time

ryan parks set 1
depeche mode : i feel you
(+) dj krush : alepheuo
the shock of pleasure : this is a test
siouxsie & the banshees : kiss them for me
erasure : chains of love
stochastic theory : broken rules
wolfsheim : wundervoll

siberia set 2
marsheaux : home
blutengel : seelenschmerz
covenant : one world one sky
rotersand : almost violent
tactical sekt : chosen one
soman : tears
monolith : techno buddha

ryan parks set 2
and one : military fashion show
apoptygma berzerk : star sign
dark clan : look to the night (SE mix)
icon of coil : acccess & amplify
chemical brothers : believe
boole : wallflower

siberia set 3
(*) mlada fronta : xb_33
c-tec : stateless
a23 : purgatory
neuroticfish : velocity
wumpscut : thorns (distant vocals)
skinny puppy : thorns

ryan parks set 3
(*) nitzer ebb : control  i'm here
(+) kmfdm: power
grendel : hate this
combichrist : electrohead
(+) soman : mask
noisuf-x hit me hard (as hard as you can mix)

siberia set 4
(*) sisters of mercy : temple of love
bauhaus : sanity assassin
the cure : in between days
siouxsie & the banshees : the killing jar (rmx)
tones on tail : go!
new order : bizarre love triangle
real life : god tonight
depeche mode : shake the disease
project pitchfork : i live your dream

ryan parks set 4
seabound : scorch the ground (version)
laibach : tanz mit laibach
funky vomit : shaven
goldfrapp : train
tiga : louder than a bomb
basement jaxx : rendez vu
tkk : waiting for mommie
omnibox : here comes the rain again
cirrus : boomerang

here's some photos from january's halo


i need something to distract me from my sorrows...

my bptp nail polish is so shiney. and dark red...and now i think i have a date with harry dresden, wizard.


p.s....i'm burnt out on hearing "personal hay-seus". i think i may break out into convulsions.  i would *luff* to go a month without hearing that song.  maybe something on the new cd would be nice. i like lillian...suffer well...and a lot more songs that aren't personal hay-seus.  pretty please?

here's the march download!

more with the alphabet series...sorry this one is more on the goth side of things. in theory, if you're in your car, your tail pipe should spit out some bats.  mine does.

The Set of 'C'
01. christian death : church of no return (endured version)
02. rosetta stone : cimmerian
03. escape with romeo : come shining
04. siouxsie & the banshees : coal mind
05. siderartica : circle of angels (sidermix 1)
06. clan of xymox : cold damp day
07. diary of dreams : the curse (freak edit)

siouxsie & the banshees : bring me the head of the preacher man
concrete blonde : mexican moon
faith & the muse : visions
the cure : the blood
the sisters of mercy : more
eisbrecher : fanatica
unheilig : fabrik der liebe
the merry thoughts : we love to
bauhaus : the sanity assassin
nick cave : stagger lee
mildreda : religion
hocico : temple of lies
suicide commando : better off dead (pierrepoint mix)
pierrepoint : rowboz (motion restart mix)
tactical sekt : damage limitation
dioxyde : cae la presion (tactical sekt rmx)
monolith : talisman
sonar : tone loc (manufactura vs converter mix)
c/a/t : seditious minds
asche : kiss the whip
imminent : even stars
railgun : the trouble with progress
muted logic : abort
hypnoskull : don't die in vein
aural blasphemy : sonomech v2.0
xotox : industrial madness
cervello elettronico : what you want
delerium : angelicus (andy moor full length mix)
tristesse de la lune : queen of the damned
absurd minds : dependence
apoptygma berzerk : eclipse
covenant : one world one sky
rotersand : almost violent
lights of euphoria : burning ground
c-tec : foetal
das ich : kindgott
the retrosic : total war
x-fusion : rotten to the core
hocico : untold blasphemies (gate 1 mix)
vac : fun with drugs
decoded feedback : evolution
imperative reaction : the longing for detachment
skinny puppy : spasmolytic
ministry : stigmata
kmfdm : torture
tkk : the days of swine & roses
f242 : welcome to paradise
terminal choice : forbidden love
seelenkrank : painful innocence
helium vola : omnis mundi creatura
wumpage : thorns (distant vocals)
skinny puppy : worlock
numb : blood
cleen : believe
covenant : stalker
project pitchfork : en garde!
absurd minds : deception
blutengel : seelenschmerz
mono chrome : sold
swarf : fall
marsheaux : home

NOT responsible for typos, ryan's writing is hard to read
(*) request
(+) inquiry

ryan parks set 1
siouxsie & the banshees : peek-a-boo
goldfrapp : asb (remix)
(*) oakenfold : faster kill pussycat
(+) covenant : tour de force
brudershaft : forever (anthem remix)
sensuous enemy : jaded (rib mix)

siberia set 1
(*) mono chrome : sold
(*) swarf : fall
(*) tristesse de la lune : queen of the damned (album mix)
(*) marsheaux : home
android lust : hole solution (alt mix)
the creatures : 2nd floor

ryan parks set 2
leatherstrip : evil speaks
cruciform injection : encoded
juno reactor : hetaka
combichrist : like to thank my buddies
grendel : hate this
(*) suicide commando : hellraiser (psychopath 01)

siberia set 2
(*) tactical sekt : soulless
(*) funky vomit : maschinenzeit (rmx)
soman : tears
(*) pierrepoint : paradox effect
(*) sonar : tone loc
(*) the sisters o mercy : first & last & always

ryan parks set 3
pigface : kiss king (high high high)
(*) dark clan : look to the night (sensuous enemy rmx)
(+) reaper : twisted trophy hunter (vampire freaks edit)
(*)(+) and one : panzermensch
(*) a23 : document (rmx)
(+) apoptygma berzerk : in this together (rmx)
project pitchfork : time killer
32 crash : lone ranger (rmx)
moby : alice (rmx)
(*) leathersttrip : strap me down

siberia set 3
f242 : im rhythmus bleiben
kmfdm : more & faster
ministry : land of rape & honey
(*) mlada fronta : xb_33
bigod 20 : the bog (rmx)
(*) marsheaux : dream of the disco
(*) spectra paris : spectra murder show
(+) grinderman : no pussy blues

my wish/review/bottles purchased list
spreadsheet can be clicked here


other bpal related things:

wishlist entry

lj feedback entry

bpal forum feedback




omg! i can't stop smelling my wrist. this imp of snake oil is delicious. i think i need to order a couple more bottles and let them age...

sniff

so here's the monthly baka-gosu radio download!

it's the stuff that i absolutely loved and really liked for 2007 (cds that came out in 2007). i did notice my taste in music was changing this year. i was really disappointed by a lot of harsh electro/industrial or whatever the heck its called being all cookie cutter and bland. i guess thats why i've given a lot of the newer pronoize bands such low ratings and given the old school yelworc and suicide commando such high marks. sorry if you get hurt by the comments...it's not my intent but it's honest feedback.

(and yes, siouxsie really works after yelworC)

best of 2007
01. marsheaux : love under pressure
02. spectra paris : size zero
03. escape with romeo : love detector
04. diary of dreams : remedy child
05. cervello elletronico : what you want
06. x-fusion : rotten to the core
07. suicide commando : bind torture kill (remix by j. montelius from covenant)
08. yelworC : vampire's tongue
09. siouxsie : one mile below
10. chamber : freak wave

if you want to purchase cds, i get mine from copint, crunchpod, isotank, projekt and metropolis

kifoth : confession
informatik : retrogradation
imperative reaction : overcast
decoded feedback : endless light
cleen : gattaca (schizo mix)
god module : restart
vac : malfunction (destruction)
das ich : dem ich dem traum (l'ame immortelle mix)
arzt + pfusch : sckum fuk (vox effects)
wumpscut : christfuck
infact : cold blood (wumpscut mix)
waldgeist : killer
agonoize : gottlos
hocico : starving children
haujobb : eye over you (ext surveillance mix)
suicide commando : one nation under god (amduscia mix)
tactical sekt : dark sky
dioxyde : panzerfaust
the retrosic : total war
heimatesde : die offensomething
x-rx : feel the fucking bass
noisuf-x : hit me hard
converter : deathtime
5f-x : l=l1+l2+l3+l4+...+ln
c-tec : foetal
fla : plasticity
hocico : insticts of perversion
rabia sorda : walking on nails
kiew : nachtwache
dive vs diskonnected : do you believe it? (combichrist rmx)
soman : innocence
manufactura : killing you (live in mke)
winterkalte : sustainability
pal : metrum v 1.2
iszoloscope : le dominateur commun
sonar : tone loc (converter vs manufactura mix)
c/a/t : seditious minds
suicide commando : bind torture kill (ext)
x-fusion : death plan
amduscia : seal you in red
tkk : sexplosion
mushashi & gasping audio : go arrrgh
exclipsekt : armour plume
juno reactor : samurai (total eclipse mix)
absurd minds : dependence
covenant : one world one sky
rotersand : almost violent
tristesse de la lune : queen of the damned (album version)
swarf : fall
f&tm : shattered in aspect (bass_x rmx)
android lust : hole solution (alt version)
kmfdm : anarchy
project pitchfork : sin
gary numan : torn (hybrids version)
cylab : dented haloes
marsheaux : hanging on
seelenkrank : painful innocence
kirlian camera : k-pax
heluim vola : selig